another emo shit.

POSTED ON: Saturday, January 29, 2011 @ 11:22 PM | 0 comments

we had a talk. i hope we are like how we use to be.
at least for now,i feel like we are.
and to you. i seriously got no idea how to trust you again.
you should know what you've done and those lies you told me.
so numb of it. see no point why are you still continuing all this craps. :(
so this is what friends are for? lies and more lies?
confronting is of no use. cause you would just use another lie to cover up your lies.
and in the end its still my fault for assuming, for being gullible.
everything would still be my fault, like last time.
i really dont want to feel this way.
im affected by you in every single way though i dont want it to be.
im really very tired of this. i know i shouldnt get abit least affected by you.
but i cant help it. this is the 6th year. what do you want.
please tell me. maybe you can end it, it will be so much better for me.
maybe if you get the hint, feel guilty for doing this.
i never want to judge you. NEVER, cause you were my bff.
what you did was just part of life, only you get to the stage earlier than most of us did.
i didnt judge you. i still love you. but i really dont know why must you do this to me.
please tell me the truth, im all ready to listen.
because all i want from you is T.R.U.T.H.
simple, and i would forgive and forget like how i did.
i can really forgive easily. im too soft hearted.
i really want to be harsh to you and end everything, but i cant.
maybe you can do it. maybe...
i sucks. im not pretty,im not slim, im not rich, im not confident.
no self esteem left. yes, that bad.
:( bye.

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