another emo shit.

POSTED ON: Saturday, January 29, 2011 @ 11:22 PM | 0 comments

we had a talk. i hope we are like how we use to be.
at least for now,i feel like we are.
and to you. i seriously got no idea how to trust you again.
you should know what you've done and those lies you told me.
so numb of it. see no point why are you still continuing all this craps. :(
so this is what friends are for? lies and more lies?
confronting is of no use. cause you would just use another lie to cover up your lies.
and in the end its still my fault for assuming, for being gullible.
everything would still be my fault, like last time.
i really dont want to feel this way.
im affected by you in every single way though i dont want it to be.
im really very tired of this. i know i shouldnt get abit least affected by you.
but i cant help it. this is the 6th year. what do you want.
please tell me. maybe you can end it, it will be so much better for me.
maybe if you get the hint, feel guilty for doing this.
i never want to judge you. NEVER, cause you were my bff.
what you did was just part of life, only you get to the stage earlier than most of us did.
i didnt judge you. i still love you. but i really dont know why must you do this to me.
please tell me the truth, im all ready to listen.
because all i want from you is T.R.U.T.H.
simple, and i would forgive and forget like how i did.
i can really forgive easily. im too soft hearted.
i really want to be harsh to you and end everything, but i cant.
maybe you can do it. maybe...
i sucks. im not pretty,im not slim, im not rich, im not confident.
no self esteem left. yes, that bad.
:( bye.

POSTED ON: Wednesday, January 26, 2011 @ 8:33 PM | 0 comments

WHEN PEOPLE OWE YOU MONEY AND THEY TAKE THEIR OWN TIME TO PAY YOU BACK DESPITE YOU RUSHING THEM T PAY YOU CAUSE YOURE BROKE.
AND THEN WHEN YOU TAKE YOUR OWN TIME TO PAY THEM BACK,THEY GIVE YOU ALL SORTS OF ATTITUDES AND STUFF. GO SCREW YOURSELF LAH PLEASE.
DOG. LIKE SERIOUSLY. LAST TIME IM GONNA DO THIS SHIT TO MYSELF. WHAT A FRIEND.

Q.

POSTED ON: @ 8:22 PM | 0 comments


you know sometimes, i would be thinking to myself.
i need a change. i need t do some shit about myself.
anything, any small changes would be so much better than what i am now.
i dont want to be label as the same girl as you. NO WAY.
so maybe one fine day,when you see the changes in me...
please love the way i am:)
im not sure what i might do though.
hahah, some craps only.
okay, so this week is ending WHICH means my freedom are coming.
i will ahve 2 freaking months free and doing all the things i love:)
cant waitzxcc.
can you like see the blusher and bronzer or whatever shitzxc.
omg i love it:) k bye!!

MJ MY LOVE]

POSTED ON: Friday, January 21, 2011 @ 9:57 PM | 0 comments

Changed my sim card today.
Super pissed w starhub. called them thrice TELLING them they didnt activate my bb plan for me.
BUT they die also say activate liao.
TMDDDD. i know its activated there but i change new sim card right???
wth. keep asking to on and off my phone. I KNEW IT, I DID THAT.
tmdddd. super super piss. never felt piss for so long liao.
ohhhhhhhhh, then went to meet kel,ger,ka make WANTONZXC.
MADDDDDD NICEZXC. LOL.
okay then first time ever in my life. I PLAYED MAHJONG IRL.
NOT ONLINE K. waseh super nice...
FELL IN LOVE W ITTTTT. :D:D
okay, meeting them next week. hehezxc. buaiz

!!! hehe.

POSTED ON: Thursday, January 20, 2011 @ 8:13 PM | 0 comments

Both of the test i had today.
I got the answers... ALL IN MY PHONE.
and i think i should be able to pass w the help of my FRIENDS.
hehe. kthxbye.
i got no school tuhmorrows. mega SHIOK.



NO MORE TAURUS??

POSTED ON: Wednesday, January 19, 2011 @ 8:05 PM | 0 comments

IM A ARIES NOW? i dont like leh.
i prefer taurus. :(
slow i know. but i really love taurus.
being w it for 17 years...

A,ORH,OH,O...

POSTED ON: @ 7:51 PM | 0 comments


YAY, cut my fringe. MYSELF. i say it again, MYSELF.
hahaha, and the best i ever did. cause its what i wanted. :D
okay, just dont want it to be that long cause it keeps poking into my eyes...
tbh, i should be studying my ass off now. i got 2 tests tmr.
AND I CANT AFFORD TO FAIL THE PAPER.
cause its the last paper for the module. which means if i fail,i retake.
which i can never ever allow this to happen:D
andddddddd, my sim card is not workingggggggg, like spoil so suddenly?
so if you happens to be reading this, and happens t be looking for me,
now you know why im not replying or answering your call.
IM NOT IGNORING YOU ALL. :D
i hate it when ppl msg me just because they are bored and they got no one to talk to.
I HATE IT. I MEGA MEGA HATE IT.
okay, friday no school. ending the post now. HEHE.
oh, and before i end, korean class started ytd night.
we are the youngest there. MAKNAE, ger says this.
hehe, and hohhhh. wah the teacher married a china guy. HAHA.
okay, bye. looking forward t the next lesson!!

$$

POSTED ON: Sunday, January 16, 2011 @ 6:36 PM | 0 comments

Its freaking monday tmr. and im really gna die soon.
i sitll haven revise for my fnet test which is TMR MORNING.
and my programming, weekly report which is also due tmr. sucks.
and the weekly report is like 5 freaking weeks. cause i have been skipping them. HEHE
okay, so i got to go bathe now and start all my work if not im gna get distracted and have nothing done.
and yes. my k lessons are starting.
im so gna make full use of 2011. learning new stuffs.
and can god please tell me why are my friends like that?
not poly one though.
(L)
oh and i watched "The ghost must be crazy" yesterday. super mega nice.
okay, bye. CNY is coming.
which means $$$$ are coming :D

I’d fill the vacancy.

POSTED ON: Friday, January 14, 2011 @ 6:59 PM | 0 comments

This ain’t the Heartbreak Hotel,
Even though I know it well.
Those no shows, they sure tell,
In the way you hold yourself.
Don’t you fret, should you get,
Another cancellation.
Give me a chance I’d make a,
Permanent reservation.

Gna change blogskin!! tired of this already.
new year is coming. (L)
okay bye. my phone is like dead. i need t find a new screen. shit.

World of nothing.

POSTED ON: Thursday, January 13, 2011 @ 8:10 PM | 0 comments

so im currently dying from all test and projects that are due.
actually i still can survive lah, just wanna holidays to come faster. CANT WAITZXC.
hi, and im currently addicted to reading. NAVY SEALS. you understand?
no you dont, its ok. go search bout them ok? ok im lame.
byebye. week 15 im so dead. so so dead.

BOW T ME.

POSTED ON: Monday, January 10, 2011 @ 8:50 PM | 0 comments

I PASSED MY DAMN COMB HUMANS. HEHEHE.
a moment t remember. hahahaha
and im starting korean lesson next week.
so damn looking forward!:D:D

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