2010.2011

POSTED ON: Friday, December 31, 2010 @ 9:31 PM | 0 comments


finally, today's the last day of 2010!!!:)
hmm, not a very great year for me though.
but theres also laughter in my life for this year!!
to sum up everything, i dont think 2010 is worth remembering much bout what happened.
:) okay. now let me welcome 2011!!! and survive thru it to 2012. HAHAHAH.
okay, not funny.
but 2010 rly make me realise that everyone around me changed.
though now i still dont wanna believe in it. BUT thats a fact...
okay, so yeah. i spent my last day of 2010 lazying around at home.
new resolution for 2011~~~~
k bye!

nice hoh? i likey. LOL. k if you dont like nvm.
i tried to add lashes in but looks like... K whatever?



Betrayal.

POSTED ON: Tuesday, December 28, 2010 @ 11:11 PM | 0 comments


So what now.
who to trust? this question is always on my mind.
just when i was about to trust and believe in what you says, everything got to shatter.
WHY?
anyway i had fun in PENANG~~ oh i updated in the last post. LOL
oh and steamboat w ger,joe,ka:)
tmr w ly,zx.
waseh, 3 days in a row all steamboat.
I CAN DIE???

Merry Christmas.

POSTED ON: Saturday, December 25, 2010 @ 12:01 AM | 0 comments

Merry Christmas.
2010 is gonna be over so soon.
yeah, lets hope 2011 is a better year for me.
i will change for the better.
and its time for some new resolutions. :)



IM BACK!!

POSTED ON: Friday, December 24, 2010 @ 11:16 PM | 0 comments

welcome me back to Singapore ~~
singapore is still the best. Clean, hygienic,everything better than the place i went to. PENANG.
but well,its fun. totally enjoyed myself there.
didnt really buy lots of things cause the things there arent that cheap..-.-
yeah, im so gonna work next holiday earn some money and fly to taiwan!!!
just wait for me. TAIWAN next year, i swear.
okay, went to zixuan's church just now.
really suits their theme, COLD CHRISTMAS. SO LAMEEEE.
hehe. no more liao.

TO MR SANTA:
i think i have been good this year. k, maybe not that perfect but still acceptable.
PLEASE? just grant me my only wish.
PLEASE, IM BEGGING YOU. :(
i swear i will be good for next year,next next year , forever.


this Christmas totally suits me now.k bye.
is this what they call gullible? naive. or whatever,
thats why im always getting lied to and always believing those lies.
ALWAYS. fml, im sucha loser. even god dont love me.
hahah, k god loves me.
bye~~


overcome.

POSTED ON: Sunday, December 12, 2010 @ 8:23 PM | 0 comments


okay, so im more of a stable mode now. hehe.
theres a fnet test tmr. 11chapters. i.... haven revise.
but its k. :D:D i think i can. PASS
i believe if i want to pursue my dream,i got to sacrifice.
i got to believe in myself. THAT i cant do it. (L)
another week of school and im off to penanggggggggggggg.
totally looking forward to it. LIKE SERIOUSLY.
heheheheheh. okay, im off.
believe in me, i will do it.



screw those failures.

POSTED ON: Friday, December 10, 2010 @ 8:39 PM | 0 comments

"im not being thickskinned or wad bt my fren said tt i sang rly well n the judges even nodded their head a lil tho im nt shortlisted T.t i guess they are looking for ppl with strong vocals cos my tr said tt my vocal are qutie strong as i practiced singing using my diaphragm.."

so how can this not be thickskin? like seriously if youre that good, you would already be shortlisted RIGHT ON THE SPOT.
lame kia.
so theres already 17 who got shortlisted. i WASNT one of them...
HAPPY? HAPPY? you happy? i know youre laughing behind your god damn ugly laptop screen.
i really wanna get in so much.
you guys dont know how much i wanted it.
i know im fat. fat is a sin.
a really really unforgivable sin. thanks.
if by 10 jan,i didnt hear the good news i wanted.(chances are like 0.000001)
i think i....
i would really give up anything to train in korea.
EVERYTHING.
im a emo bitch now.
kthxbye.
im a emo emo bitch who is jealous of people who are MUCH MORE 10000000x CMI than me who got shortlisted right on the damn spot.
WHEN THEY CANT SING. idk thats call talent.

okay, im just being "sour". sourgrapes. :(
wo shi sad girl. byebye.
lemme die. this is sucha blow to me. though i act like i can tahan all this.
k maybe i didnt, byebye.



Audition.

POSTED ON: Tuesday, December 7, 2010 @ 10:22 PM | 0 comments


2 more days left. no, its actually 1 day left.
cross my finger it goes smoothly:)
they already caught some sporeans which they want. OHMYGODZXC.
k, not like i can get in. HAHAHAHAH.
but you know this is a dream.
and without dream,your life is just .... so what?
this is my dream.(!)
just gonna try best and hope for the best.
DAN,GER:
leave a deep impression for them:) they think that spore got talent leh.
so lets grab this chance now:D (L)

im feeling all gah gah now. finally can feel the nervousness.
I JUST PRAY I WONT TREMBLE THAT DAY.
ITS MY ONLY CHANCE.
to get rid of poly and live a new life.
a life i plan for myself.
to change my future. HEHE.
k, laugh all you want.
even if i fail,at least i got the courage to join.
THE COURAGE TO TRY MAKING MY DREAM COME TRUE.
YOU? REFLECT AND SUCK YOUR LITTLE TOE IF YOU CAN FIND IT. :)
k bless me.
i need your blessings and encouragement.
though my friend didnt really do anything. LOL
but im not gonna care.
since i decided to join,i must not let myself down. (L)
k, bless me. goodbye~~
*cross finger*
theres no harm dreaming. as long as i wake up when the time is up.
im confident. im talented. i can do it. LOL.

Its coming.

POSTED ON: Sunday, December 5, 2010 @ 7:43 PM | 0 comments

to sum up everything in my life now= stress.
okay so i got to handin half of my project this wed.
my audition is on thurs.
and im skipping my dear test for it. (BIG SACRIFICE)
andddddd, i dont know lah. super nervous.
siao liao, my mind is currently blank now.
off to do programming. siao liao.
if i succeed right,people who hate me suck my toes:)
hahahaha, okay lah, its only 0.01% of succeed loh.
unless i meet their expectation?LOL which is kinda impossible.
ok, bye. bye.


everythings gonna be ALRIGHT. just give your best. (L)

theres a stranger in my life.

POSTED ON: Wednesday, December 1, 2010 @ 6:03 PM | 0 comments

i bought 2 perfume for $10 onlyyyyyy! hahahah.
okay,my mum bought it for me.
cause they were having sales:) eh please,im not cheapskate..
expensive i also will buy if no sales ok.
but would you rather spend $50 to buy 1 perfume not on sale,
or the same perfume when its having at $10 for 2.
obviously the second choice rightttt. :D:D
next week is the audddddd already!!
i srsly think sporeans are annoying please.
failed my dsa. SHIT.

whoa, so fast. 1 dec liao lehhhhhhhhh!!!
shiok shiok. faster holiday!!

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